He keeps shutting me out when I’m trying to reach out a hand for him to hold. A hand for him to use as a lifeline. A hand, hoping he will hold on to life and not fall into oblivion with his stupid thoughts about what a failiure his life has been. He says he doesn’t appreciate anything in it. Not even me. That hurts more than I can explain. How can he even say that? I love him with all my heart, but I can’t do anything as long as we live at such distance from each other. I feel so useless, so helpless. And I’m so scared of losing the best thing that has ever happened to me. I can’t think about that right now. If I do, I’ll go crazy. I’ll think about that tomorrow. After all… tomorrow is another day. Now I’m going to sleep this pain off.
Zach McGowan <3
anne + yellow/gold
Jessica Lange + laughter
I LOVE JESSICA LANGE
Snow and Stark, spinning and slashing about the wards of Winterfell, shouting and laughing, sometimes crying when there was no one else to see. They were not little boys when they fought, but knights and mighty heroes.
the tudors + costumes: part five